Rejoice! Robbie and Keri broke up today. Now he’s free and I’m supposed to make my move, which I kind of already have. See, last night Ana and I were going through the yearbook (on the phone) trying to find guys to like. Anyway we said we couldn’t like Robbie because we was taken. So, at lunch I mentioned (to Ana, Natalie & Alexis) that we could like him now. Kristen B. heard it and told Robbie I liked him. Then Tom W. came over to ask me if I liked Robbie – I denied it but Ana said that I was madly in love w/ him. Alexis backed up the story. Soon, I was denying that I liked him left and right – to everyone but Robbie. Then people said he was going to ask me out and would I go out with him. Tom W. asked me out for him – but Alexis told him to have Robbie ask me out himself. I saw very little of Robbie today. Anyway, in block Kristen told me it was all a big joke and he wasn’t going to ask me out – but Cassie said he was. I have no idea what’s going on in Robbie’s head. Or in mine. I don’t know what to think or feel. I really want him to ask me out tomorrow but I don’t know if I’d say yes. Alexis wants me to say yes. I have a feeling she feels bad because I’ve never gone out with anyone and she has. I just wish the talk would stop All of it. There’s A LOT more.
On Tues Jeff told me in Math to give “a dog a bone.” I had no idea what that meant but everyone around me did. I found out that meant by bone they meant boner, and a boner is a erection. Isn’t that sick? Anyway in Block it got around that I didn’t know what a boner was and I was totally getting teased. I didn’t mind. Truthfully I enjoy the attention. Now everyone’s shut up about that and started in about Robbie.
I found out Mike does know who I am and that I like him. I am no longer as confused in that area. I don’t like him any more.
GOODBYE DUBLEVE CINQ!!!
Anyway last night I wrote down all the guys I know on a piece of paper and crossed off every seventh guy. Who I ended up w/ was Pat S. I had promised myself I’d like him for a day so today I had to like him. I named him Beaches because of Sanders. Anyway in Science Andy found out I liked him and that may seem bad but actually it’s good. He’ll tell Mike I like Pat S. and Mike won’t think I like him anymore! But it’ll get around that I like Pat S. but who cares? I just want to go out with someone so bad. Robbie won’t ask me out but, hey, I can hope can’t I?