Emily came over today and I guess I feel a little better after talking to her. I guess I am having a hard time accepting the fact that a major part of my life is over. It’s amazing what 15 seconds can do. I’m sure it’s a change that probably is long overdue but,… I don’t know.

I just have to wonder how long it will be before I have another. Even though I wanted my first kiss to be because we wanted to, I’m glad it happened. Now I don’t have to sit and wonder what it will be like. Emily said that guys are like ice-cream. Continue Reading

Tonight is probably going to be a very memorable evening. Cassie held a party. The guest list included:

Girls               Guys
me                 Mike P.
Lex                Kris B.
Cassie             Robbie
Ana                Tom
Erika              Jordan
Emily              Billy
Windy             Dave S.
Daniele W.
Loni C.
Natalie
Abby R.

Well, the party had a bottle. For spin-the-bottle which led to Truth or Dare. In Spin-the-Bottle I picked:

Dave 3? times
Kris 1 time
Robbie! 1 time

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I feel so pathetically stupid. I called Wild 107 trying to get tickets to see All-4-One during one of the payoffs.

Afterwards I jokingly tried to get through when they were doing Love Lines. I got through, but hung up after I freaked out.

I didn’t want to be on Love Lines but I wanted to get tickets for All-4-One! I’m going to keep trying at the payoffs. Who knows? Maybe I’ll see All-4-One live!

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Today was O.K. Nothing much happened.

Everyone who was at the party was walking around with their hands on their necks trying to get rid of the pain in their necks. It like, branded us!

Anyway, there’s talk of another one next weekend. I don’t think I’ll head-bang quite as much! It’s supposed to be at Cassie’s house and they’re considering playing spin-the-bottle! This weekend will be quite eventful if it happens!

This day where nothing much happened was coincidentally my mom’s birthday.

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Tonight was Lex’s surprise going away boy-girl party. It was great! Sure, I feel sick from all the spinning and have a headache from the head-banging! It was at Natalie’s and I was high the entire time. High on what is the question! Probably sugar! Between my highs I felt stoned. But I danced three times! Twice w/ Tom and another w/ Dave S. They’re both really sweet.

For my first boy-girl party it was cool!

Sure I got really depressed during some of the slow songs but other than that all of the head banging was totally rad! Now, I love to head-bang! The guest list included:

Gals                           Guys
Loni C.                      Dave S.
me                              Tom W.
Lex                             Jeff
Ana                            Mike P.
Natalie                      Billy B.
Erika                          Gary L.
Cassie
Windy
Daniele
Difference?

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Last week was spent at Las Vegas (spring vacation)

So far this week has been hectic. Nothing much has happened, though.

Today, the major stuff was in Block. Somehow, the subject of my kissing Robbie was brought up again! Jeeeeeeeeeeez! Ana sits next to Tom. So I went over to visit Ana and Tom started talking to us. The subject had already been brought up. Tom said that ever since the kiss between us Robbie has never been the same. Tom says he dreams about me and that Robbie told him he woke up this morning thinking something like “It’s after me!” The thing that made it signifigant was later I heard Robbie yelling at Tom about how Tom always tells his secrets and he keeps Tom’s. Could this have been a secret?

Also, Steve W. said Gary L. likes me awhile back so lately I’ve been total nervous in the room as Gary. We’re throwing a surprise going away party for Alexis and Gary’s coming. There’s only going to be 20 peopl (10 of each gender) so what if Gary makes a move? I don’t like him, I don’t like anyone! Then again Gary might not like me at all–I may be making much ado about nothing. Continue Reading

Hi! I just finished watching the Figure Skating World Nationals, in Japan. I love to watch figure-skating. I swear.

Last Thursday, the actual performance was of kids not older than me who were trying out their programs for the U.S Nationals in front of an audience. It made me realize that in a few years I can be the one performing my program, not welcoming on the performers! And I will go to the Nationals. Mom thinks I’ll go too.

I can just imagine telling someone, “And then I’m off to the Nationals in _______” Then I‘ll really be able to rub Jessica’s face in the ice for calling me a “Tonya Harding want a be!” I swear, I’d like to see her do a solchow! Anyway it doesn’t matter if I don’t make it to the Olympics. But I want to make it up to the Nationals! Continue Reading