It was at Natalie’s and I was high the entire time. High on what is the question! Probably sugar!

Tonight was Lex’s surprise going away boy-girl party. It was great! Sure, I feel sick from all the spinning and have a headache from the head-banging! It was at Natalie’s and I was high the entire time. High on what is the question! Probably sugar! Between my highs I felt stoned. But I danced three times! Twice w/ Tom and another w/ Dave S. They’re both really sweet.

For my first boy-girl party it was cool!

Sure I got really depressed during some of the slow songs but other than that all of the head banging was totally rad! Now, I love to head-bang! The guest list included:

Gals                           Guys
Loni C.                      Dave S.
me                              Tom W.
Lex                             Jeff
Ana                            Mike P.
Natalie                      Billy B.
Erika                          Gary L.
Cassie
Windy
Daniele
Difference?

You know when I was dancing w/ Tom the 1st time, the empty place showed up again. I really want a boyfriend. It didn’t help that Loni + Billy were there they’re going together) and were all over each other! I felt sorry for Daniele + Natalie though–they’re boyfriends Andrew C. + Jordan E. couldn’t make it. Actually Jordan’s morman (morman’s can’t date till they’re 16) and Andrew said “hell, no!” and told Daniele to go live in hell by herself. She should dump the ass! I swear, I would! But all in all tonight was great but depressing! I want to like someone! ANYONE!

Spoiler alert: these high standards were to continue for many following years…