I’m sure she has her share of problems, like who should she eat lunch with today.

Originally Written on June 23, 1993
Posted on by Jennifer Heller

I hate Andy and Amy. Well, maybe I don’t hate her but I sort of do. I mean I envy her so much. She’s popular and pretty. You know the “p’s”. I swear how I’d love to be in her shoes. Well maybe not. I’m sure she has her share of problems, like who should she eat lunch with today. You know when I was somewhat in her group I was happy. Now I’m back in the same old group. Continue Reading

I hate Andy. He used me. He deliberately led me to believe he liked me.

Originally Written on June 22, 1993
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I hate Andy. He used me. He deliberately led me to believe he liked me. I mean what about that day in Art, when Amanda said he liked me. And all those days ever since when Steve has asked me if I liked Andy. Andy probably hired them to mislead me. I really thought he liked me. I almost liked him. I have no proof that he ever liked me, but really. Two reasons were alot. The reasons are mentioned above. Now Andy goes and likes Amy. I swear! Really! Damn him. I will never let anyone read this diary again.

Fuck Becky. You know she told me her mom would be back by early Sunday night, and that her mom would take us to see Jurassic Park that night. So I called her to ask if she could go. Continue Reading

I did not want school to end. I am very upset. Now I don’t get to flirt and have fun.

Originally Written on June 19, 1993
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School’s out as of yesterday. Last night I had my Good-bye Becky/Out of School Party. It was cool, except everyone was fighting. Big time. Anyway, everyone had fun. Except Alex of course.

Your know we called guys. Pat and Andy. Andy wasn’t home.

Then we called and she said Andy was seeing Jurassic Park with Amy. Everyone at the party knew that Andy liked Amy. Well Amy was at her brothers graduation and lied. But I thought Andy liked me. Oh well. Now my list of guys grew shorter. Oh, well. Continue Reading

Alexis is POed at us. At least at me. Not like I care or anything.

Originally Written on June 16, 1993
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The 92-93 school year is almost over. One and a half days left.

Now it’s PARTY time. Well almost now.

Today we got our year books. I have alot of people’s signature in it.

How come everyone says my signature is cool? Here it is:

Amy says it was bad, and everyone was commenting on it.

I got two awards at the ceremony yesterday.

Alexis is POed at us. At least at me. Not like I care or anything. Continue Reading

Dad got on my case for saying “sucks”. Oh well. Lord. (sigh)

Originally Written on June 3, 1993
Posted on by Jennifer Heller
Actually maybe it’s June 14.  Yes, it’s past midnight and tomorrow, not wait.  Today is a school day.  GOD!!!!  Dad got on my case for saying “sucks”.  Oh well.  Lord.  (sigh)  I can not sleep.  At all.  I don’t know why.  I hate this book.  It is so hard to write in.  I’m hungry.  My stomach is empty.  I don’t know why I can’t sleep.  There are only 5 school days left in the year.  Last night (really, sort of tonight) was our girl scout ceremony.  This tuesday we are going to the Aquatic Center.  Hey, that’s tomorrow now.  Gosh. I’m starting a scrapbook.  All summer I’m going to be working on the Interest Projects.  That is what they’re called.  I’m a Cadet.  I’m so bored.  Now that Becky and I have made up it’s back to the old schedule. Continue Reading

Alyssia said Andrew likes me. I’m thinking “Hey, why doesn’t he ask me out?”. I’d go out with him, I guess. Yeah, I would.

Originally Written on June 10, 1993
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Hi!  I don’t know.  Alyssia said Andrew likes me.  I’m thinking “Hey, why doesn’t he ask me out?”.  I’d go out with him, I guess.  Yeah, I would.  I’m friends with Becky and Alexis again.  Hey, if Alexis is  going out with Gary, then I can go out with Andrew.  He’s really nice and a little cute too.  I don’t think I like him though.  Maybe I ought to.  After all, what have I got to lose?  There are only six school days left in this year.Boys who like me Continue Reading

From now on, the part of ….

Posted on by Jennifer Heller

Aaron will be played by Roger
Adrien will be played by Robbie
Alana will be played by Erica
Alex will be played by Scott
Alice will be played by Alyssia
Andrea will be played by Christy
Athena will be played by Nicole
Ben will be played by Dan
Bob will be played by Fred
Brendan will be played by Shawn
Brett will be played by Brent
Brett will be played by Ryan Continue Reading

Someone stole my mechanical pencil!!!! Mom bought me a new one.

Originally Written on June 2, 1993
Posted on by Jennifer Heller

Hi! So much has happened today. I switched groups. Not really but I like to think of it being that way. Anyway the fight with Becky got me upset and I don’t want to be so oblivious at lunch. Sooooooo, I am now eating lunch with Becky R., Amy, Kristen, Kristen, Rachel, Sabrina, Tamara, Nicole, Jessica, and Danielle. At least I can be oblivious with people I like.

Anyway I had a really good day. So unlike yesterday.

I went to Pier 1 Imports and got the directors chair. I got really upset when it didn’t fit underneath my desk. Anyway, I’m going to return it and get a beanbag or beanbag chair as Mom calls it.

Someone stole my mechanical pencil!!!! Mom bought me a new one. Continue Reading