Nobody has voted for ‘A’, but I think Dad might. ‘A’ is very plain, but I like it.

Originally Written on August 20, 1992
Posted on by Jennifer Heller

Count Down 18

The day before school starts I think I”ll get a “French Manicure.” It’ll look neat with any outfit.

These are the outfits in question.

I’m not sure what I’m wearing yet. I’m not even sure what my vote is.

Mom and Sara thought ‘C’. ‘C’ has hearts so I don’t think it would be my favorite.

Kelly and Lorenda said ‘B.’

Nobody has voted for ‘A’, but I think Dad might. ‘A’ is very plain, but I like it.

I have not gotten my packet yet. I was so sure it would come today. It has to come tomorrow.

I go to Sea Ranch, come back, go to sleep, and go to school!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Originally Written on August 19, 1992
Posted on by Jennifer Heller

Count down 18

Only 18 days!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I go to Sea Ranch, come back, go to sleep, and go to school!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh God! I have to decide what to wear.

 

Outfits

a. white shorts
jean shorts top
pink
b. blue shorts
flowered top
c. white or blue shorts
Jordash top

Cons
a. 1. white shows dirt. 2. is very light
b. 1. top needs undershirt 2. undershirt looks like a bra 3. not my favorite shorts 4. zipper does not stay up
c. 1. blue shorts have stain 2. has hearts on it

So I started a new one…

Outfits

a. Jean tie-top-sleeveless
White shorts-jean
b. Flowered tie-top-sleeveless
Pink shorts
c. Jordash tie-top-can be short sleeves
Blue shorts
d. Tropical tie-top-sleeveless
Torquise shorts-jean
e.

Complete with lots of blanks for asking other people! There was some code employed here…pink or purple. The notes “hoops” or “orientals” refer to what earrings I should wear with the outfit.

Opinions

Me! – a b c d e
Erin – a b c d e
Mom – a b c d e
Dad – a b c d e
Sara – a b c d e ORIENTALS
Becky – a b c d e
Lorenda – a b c d e HOOPS

______ – a b c d e
______ – a b c d e
______ – a b c d e

Pros

a. sexy top, my colors, bright
b. sexy top, flowered, my colors
c. my colors, neat-looking
d. very colorful
e.

Crossing out the pros and cons was not good enough for me. No, I had to scribble them out entirely. Too bad future me can read it anyway! Also, the big holes referred to in Cons letter D are the big arm holes that–if I was unlucky–one could peek through to see my bosom.

Cons

a. white shows dirt
b. baggy shorts, zipper comes down
c. has hearts, long-sleeved
d. big holes
e.

How can I survive? I don’t even know what I’m going to wear. Oh God.

Originally Written on August 18, 1992
Posted on by Jennifer Heller

School starts in 19 or 20 days. How awful. I’m so nervous. How can I survive? I don’t even know what I’m going to wear. Oh God.

For the first time EVER, I actually have really bad handwriting, but for some reason did not see fit to mention it. It must have been the nerves.

My Theme Song

Posted on by Jennifer Heller

I realized last week what my dream is. I’ve been planning all these crazy videos for so long, and pumping so much time and energy into my blog… but I didn’t understand how it all comes together to make me happy. Honestly, sometimes it just feels like a bunch of work. But this past week when I have actually been devoting myself to my videos, I have felt continually creatively satisfied. It has been an amazing week.

Sometime during the past week, I made the realization: I want to be a talk show host. I was born to be a talk show host. I can talk and talk and talk. Believe me! I can think of crazy skits like nobody’s business. Content will never be a problem!

I do need to work on my deadpan…I crack myself up entirely too much! Continue Reading