I just hope on a stack of Holy Bibles that I’m popular next year.

Originally Written on June 16, 1992
Posted on by Jennifer Heller

Oh, God! Will I always remain flat-chested? I guess not. It seems that way. I mean look at Carolyn, Alex, Sunny, Leah, Christy, and Becky. Then look at me!!!

Back then I don’t think I saw faces…only boobs.

If I don’t wear a bra by the end of the summer, I’m going to be the laughingstock of the entire sixth grade. Oh, I don’t know.

Note the scribbles! If only I had done a better job to insure that 28-year-old-me wouldn’t publish it on the internet.

At least the second day of summer vacation was 81.

I wonder if Steve ever thinks about me. Or am I just another dope that wound up in his trail group? Maybe he does like me. Maybe he doesn’t. Maybe he used to but doesn’t anymore. Or maybe…

Maybe I’ll stuff a bra if I don’t wear one. Maybe not. I just hope on a stack of Holy Bibles that I’m popular next year. I’ll meet a best friend. She’ll be just like Laura was.

Maybe we’ll have to plan the party around my party instead of me planning my party around our party.

Originally Written on June 15, 1992
Posted on by Jennifer Heller

The first day of summer vacation and it rained! TaiHee is in my swim class. So far it’s easy. It didn’t rain in the pool when I was in it. I wish it had. Today I was bored to death.

Today, 11-year-old me, you’re boring me to death.

We need to plan the party soon. It’s set fo August, but Kelly’s goin’ away, and my birthday’s in August. Oh, well. Maybe we’ll have to plan the party around my party instead of me planning my party around our party.

I AM A SIXTH GRADER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Originally Written on June 14, 1992
Posted on by Jennifer Heller

I AM A SIXTH GRADER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I do not believe it. I am growing up. Worse yet, I don’t know if I like it.

Going to PMS is going to be hard. The PMS campus is so big it’s like the sky.

Seriously, the acronym for my middle school was “P.M.S.”

It seems to never end. Oh, well. I didn’t win the fifth grade story contest. Continue Reading

I’ll be the only one in sixth grade without a phone.

Originally Written on June 8, 1992
Posted on by Jennifer Heller

Pool Party!!! It’s finally comin’ together.

Jenfest

Even at the age of 12 planning for my birthday party (not yet titled Jenfest) began months in advance.

I’ve had fun in fifth grade. Now there is only four days left. Only four days!!! Next year I’ll be in an humongous school with 1,000 people. I’ll never find my classes. Continue Reading

It was like the wheel of life just dropped me off, the world had been revolving around me, or even I was just plain invisible.

Originally Written on June 4, 1992
Posted on by Jennifer Heller

I am so ______!!! (mad, ashamed, whats the word?)

If this were a game of mad libs, I’d go with AWESOME.

After the concert (which went great by the way) Becky was really nice. But then she started talking with Sandy and Steve. I felt like a major outcast. It was like the wheel of life just dropped me off, the wrold had been revolving around me, or even I was just plain invisible.

And the Wheel of Life said, “You’re not welcome here any longer, Jennifer Heller.”

Even at the age of 12 I knew that the world revolved around me.

At least I got an A- on my math test.

Originally Written on May 31, 1992
Posted on by Jennifer Heller

Steve didn’t ask me out last Friday! Nor did I find out who won the story contest. At least I got an A- on my math test. Should I give up on the fact that Steve might ask me out? He doesn’t see me at all during school. Before and after school are even worse. I have to rush to Carol and he plays basketball til the bell. Maybe he didn’t like me till Oudoor Ed. Maybe he doesn’t like me at all! I really do not know. On Friday Becky was really nice. Alex too. Becky bought lunch. Only have five more bookworms.

Christy got mad because I sat with Carolyn at computers. Then we made up.

Originally Written on May 28, 1992
Posted on by Jennifer Heller

How can this be? Becky says she isn’t mad at me. Should I believe it?

Apparently I had still not received any Kudos from Becky.

Apparently I had still not received any Kudos from Becky.

Today Becky and Alex hung around with me.

Christy got mad because I sat with Carolyn at computers. Then we made up.

Good story Jeopardy contestant!

Good story Jeopardy contestant!

I still haven’t found out the winners. I think I will tomorrow.

What’s even worse is Steve hasn’t asked me out yet! Does he even like me? Peter found out that Ana likes him.