I really hate 4th period lunch! It sucks! I also hate Tanya. She acts like a les, always grabbing my hand. She is also very annoying! She talks and talks, all the while grabbing my arm, and not letting go. When I squirm to get out of her grip, she giggles and grabs on again! Fuck her! By the time block comes around I feel like killing whoever is around!
Last Friday we had the welcome back under the sea dance (dumb name). I spent the whole time finding Jeff for Emily to dance with. It was fun, but I felt like crying! The whole time not single guy asked me to dance! Why don’t guys like me? I’m not ugly, I know that. Ashley B. is totally popular with guys and she’s flat. Like me. Is it my freckles? I wonder. Yesterday Alexis said James K. like me. I’ve liked him for about a week, but last night I made it official. I named a teddy bear after him.
Alexis and Ana say he’s a jerk. He’s nice to me. At Emily’s birthday party on Sunday Erica said Steve W. was a jerk. I said that he wasn’t and so on. The thing that bugged me is that he’s not a jerk! He’s really nice. Erica just saw the bad side of him. Steve is really, really nice and I may even like him. Maybe. Not right now.
Now I like James and Andrew C. Andrew liked me last year (says Alyssia) speaking of Alyssia, she’s been coming on to Jeff, which bugs Emily like crazy! Another thing that pissed me off at Erica also happened at the party. She said I wasn’t sorry. I said that maybe she didn’t know me too well. That pissed her off and I was po’ed ‘cause she’s making judgments. Alexis and me have a fight daily – It bugs. Not one day this year have we not had a fight.
See you later.