Becky is a BITCH!!! So is Alexis and Christy. You know what is really funny? This morning, Becky and Alexis told Tamara that Emily and I were the ones afraid of Vortex and Top Gun. HA?!! I hated sitting with them at lunch. You know something? Just the thought of Becky or Alexis, or Christy makes my eyes narrow, my jaw clench and a shudder go down my spine. That is how much I hate them. I am mostly mad at Becky because what kind of best friend lies?!!! So I hate her and I will forever more. My life is HELL! It couldn’t get any worse! Fuck the world!!!
I’m going to get a directors chair. I will put a big star on it and write my name in cool letters. The cloth will be magenta. Cool, huh. Mom is exploring all kinds of chairs. She’s looking at wicker chairs. Hey, with the right pads maybe it will be cool? Even if my life is falling apart, my rooms not.
I’ve decided that when we own a good house that we’ll live in for awhile, I’m going to paint my ceiling black and buy stars to stick on it. Also a moon. On my walls will be murals. It will be so cool. Or I’ll just sponge my walls. I can’t decide. Bye!!!!